With this baby I know what to expect. I have a healthy apprehension about his birth but not the paralyzing fear I had with Michael. I also know what to expect from infancy. Not that I think it will be the same, but I'm unafraid. So now what I'm left with is what seems like a never ending anticipation! His birth is like childhood's Christmas morning but "Christmas" is still 3 months away and from now until then seems like an eternity. Of course I know in the great scheme things it's a cosmic blink. And I'm SO trying to savor this pregnancy, Owen's movements, back pain and all.
So, I'm a crazy, crafting fool because it keeps my mind busy. Often times, I'm a procrastinating crafter. There are so many ideas out there on the blogosphere that I have to remind myself to stop looking, take that giant to do list and start creating. So far I've made Michael and Owen some matching flannel pajama bottoms for next winter. I've made Owen this cute little elephant pillow.
And I'm currently making Michael a very cute Spring/ Easter gift. (I'm still dealing with no camera, pictures are forthcoming.)So, until the end of June, I'll keep on sewing and with great anticipation, waiting...
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ReplyDeleteBecca, you're so gifted. Such lovely creations. You sound very centered and ready for Owen. I'm glad you're enjoying this pregnancy. :)
ReplyDeleteGood for you...keeping yourself busy crafting! That elephant pillow is so stinkin' cute!! Continue to enjoy that pregnancy!
ReplyDeleteAraina (my youngest) was a June 22 baby, she came at 9 pounds and 2 weeks early. A week before her birth I felt her head twisting and turning "down there" wanting OUT! That doc said she flew out of the birth canal (all battered and bruised too). It was a very easy labor and half the time of Fauna's.
We named her Araina after a sun goddess since she was born so close to the Solstice. She has really been my ray of sunshine ever since! So hooray for that potential June baby Owen!
Such a lovely post... the second is so different. I adored everything about my first with a frantic energy... the second, I have been so much more laid back and able to enjoy each and every moment peacefully. What a joy motherhood is!
ReplyDeleteI love your Easter present! You will love having two children. Have a pleasurable, powerful, peaceful birth...
ReplyDeleteThanks so much everyone for all your sweet comments and compliments. I love to hear about your babies and your experiences. I know exactly what you mean about enjoying the first with frantic energy. That describes it so well! I felt that exactly. With Owen I really am looking forward to enjoying it all in a much more relaxed, happy to be in this moment, kind of way.
ReplyDeleteGreat post!
ReplyDeleteI just gave birth at home in the tub to another little girl two weeks ago. It was the most wonderful birth! I had my first daughter 18 month ago & although natural like you I wasn't really prepared for what was going to happen. It left me traumatized. This pregnancy I prepared myself mentally & spiritually...it was amazingly quick (about 3 hours from start to finish) and to be the one to catch her...it is a feeling I will never forget. I am still high over it. :) Enjoy the rest of your pregnancy & have a wonderful spiritually connected birth as I am sure you will!
Leilani from the Waldorf Group